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shutting down livejournal. ive definitely outgrown it. im seventeen and leaving for college in a few months and my life has barely any time for what i NEED to do on a daily basis, so im going to have to let go of lj. maybe ill pick it back up next fall when life is going to be very different and very interesting. as for now, love you all && keep in touch.
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| GOING TO COLLEGE! |
[28 Dec 2005|10:05am] |
I GOT INTO NORTHEASTERN UNIVERSITY! Oh My God. I'm freaken flipping
out. That is my absolute number one choice. There's nothing better than
this right now. Boston in September! I love it. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I'll
be there Feb 21st for Early Action Admitted Welcome Day!! :) I'm going
to college... and its the one I've always dreamed of!
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i decided i'm making my journal finally 'friends only' and with that said, i also deleted my whole friends list.. just so i can start fresh, don't take it offensively. all you need to do to be added is comment and from there on i'll decide whether i'll add you or not. good luck <3
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grrrrrr says it all basically. other than junior year being half-way done and my work load piled to the sky and a shitload to makeup, i have serious family problems now too. dont wanna get into it but me and my mother are in a huge fight about something serious, although we arent ignoring eachother, just ignoring the subject. lets just say something shes doing doesnt agree with me much. what else.. boys-wise; im lost. dont know what the fuck to do anymore. so im done and sitting back for now. im gunna be laidback about it and see what happens. after school i went to laurs and we didnt focus on chem too much since there were like 5 kids on the loose who tried robbing the house down her block. her neighborhood = surrounded with cops, cop cars, cops on foot, helicopters, k-9 units, etc. and her house phone would not stop ringing lol funny neighbors. we did some chem, laughed a bit, watched a yellowcard dvd, ate dinner, and i went home around 7pm. since then ive been between eating, tv, homework, and 3 hours on the phone between dell and optimum online and finally everything is fixed. honestly what would be done without me, nothing?! my mom swears shes a computer expert, haha joke. school tomorrow, not looking forward to it much. snowing tomorrow night? lets pray for a snow day or delay please. after school tomorrow im just coming home since im suspended from tomorrows game cuz my coach is retarded... haha oh well whats wrong with going home and sleeping? nothing =). time to go to bed... jus wanna say. Dy-B-Al-Si-P-Er-Ho-Es [lmao laur, periodic table?!?] + "who wore red today?!" + fellas for bellas hahaha and more. leave comments, this weekends its converting to friends only.. dun dun dun. goodnite sexys<3
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i love my friends...
not only did i have a more than amazing birthday, but my
new years eve was even more amazing. honestly only thing that can
compare was ninth grade at tricia's and that's only cause we were all
passed out on top of eachother [plus going into the city afterwards
with tricia]. at midnight my computer screen was filled with many ims
wishing me a happy birthday and i love you all.. and just cause i love
you guys and i'm a loser, i saved all of them [most of them].. so here
it is:
Auto response from coroNNa4life: friend with benefits..
Im 17! whoo. happy birthday steve and suzie q.
partying like its 2005
AGENT AFTERSHOCK: Happy birthday susan
Auto response from GyMnastAGL: sleep is overrated
want me ctc
happy birthday laur + suz
Auto response from XoHeavensDreamoX: HaHa
call or text the cell 845.304.3008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOEBEAR!!!
az6989: aww happy b day hun
BrOnXBoRiCuA12: happy b-day my love
CrAzYFiLiPiNo05: happy birthday
ERHasek00: happy birthday susan
gii x na: happy birthdayy
Glamourinpink02: HaPpY bIrThDaY!!!!!!
God00000000001: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!
im ron da paul: HAPPY BIRTHDAY
LaUr xO18: ok happy birthday now! lol
lilhoney084: happy birthday my sugardoodle!
lilhoney084: I FUCKIN LOVEEE U
MiNiBiKeHiRoLLA: happy b-day!
minimel8817: happy birthday!
Opie624: happy birthday
ox0 whitney 0xo: happy birthday babe!!
poet speaks lp: happpy birthday
riDetHep0ny007: happy birthday
TooQTfourU: happy birthday baby!
TKObannanahands: happy birthday
theburninator101: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
The Irish H1ck: HAPPY BIRTHDAY
ShAdyKiDd 05: happy birthday
it was lz's birthday too hehehehe and i love her mucho
amounts.. um i love you all.. i didnt save all of them, but they are
nice to look back on cause it really means a lot when people remember;
but then again how hard is it to remember a new years eve birthday that
not one person, but TWO, have together? not much. so after all that i
went to bed at like 4am.. and at that time i was officially sixteen and
lauren wasn't seventeen yet hahaha.. so for a few hours we are the same
age every year -- FEW hours lol. she's seventeen now so yay! i woke up
around 8am, got gorgeous [takes a while i must say hahaha], cleaned a
bit, hoped in the car and on the way to the dmv. we got lost a bit on
the way since my mom hasn't been there in years, but that's okay. all
of spring valley h.s. was there haha and a hot kid named corey as well
haha. long story short, i passed, only 1 wrong, the license pic is
gunna be shit, and my mom can't pry my hands away from the steering
wheel ever since. that lil piece of paper gives me more power than
ever, cause yeah i drive regardless of having a permit or not but
atleast everytime a cop drives by my mom doesn't have to start
screaming "just act calm, act natural.." hahahaha amen. so now she can
shutup! i drove home on the pali pkway [yeah first day driving legally
and i hit up a parkway, pretty proud] but i stayed in the r ight lane
the whole time because i wasn't trying to attempt fancy lane changes at
60mph +. oh and definitely saw a dead coyote or wolf in the middle of
my lane... swirving like an alcoholic much, yeah def. we went
home, dropped shit off, and i got back behind the wheel. we went to
chili's in nanuet for a birthday lunch and then to the nanuet mall for
a lil quick shopping. i got home, got ready, and when 5:20ish rolled
around i picked up patricia and we went to mike's house.. OR SO WE
THOUGHT LMAO. so we pull up to "mikes" house and ring the doorbell. a
guy says "who is it" so tricia says her name and this continues back
and forth until the man opens the door. he was older and familiar
looking so i figured it's mike's grandpa or sumthing so we are all like
"we are here for the party.. sorry for being a lil early, is mike
there?" and the guy says something like "no he's not home" so we are
extremely confused cause um it's his party and all haha. eventually the
guy says "oh you mean my neighbor mike" lmao. yeah same looking house,
diff. family living there. but before we went to mike's real house next
door the guy tells me he knows me. i realized it was a psychiatrist
that came into my health class to talk to us, i have the best fucken
story for stiller when i get back to health. hahahaha i can just
imagine her reaction. blah blah blah party starts, everyone partyin.. i
think it was: me, laur, britt, james, suzie, matt, tricia, cat, mel,
kristi, zack, mike [duh], ian, rachel, leones, rashad, david, and if
i'm missing you i love you still. some hilarious inside jokes from the
night consist of:
- love at first permit [haha corey from the dmv]
- times square hits puberty [and it's balls drop] lmao
- bitch don't CRACK me [what britt? you mean correct?]
- vamanos.. VA-MANOS.. GO HANDS! lmao laur
- lezbein' it up baby
- dingleberries in the toilet
- pin the tail of the dingleberry
- bobbin for dingleberries
- look the girl from the ring [::crawls on floor]
- me and my terrets [MOTHERFUCKEN COCK SUCKER]
- pictures in the hot tub
- mating calls with the neighbor's dog
- tricia rings in the new year in between laur's leg
- i ring in the new year on top of a pile of guys
- laur and james totally making out on the dance revolution mat
- we're soooooooo drunk
- laur and me laying in the hall for 20 minutes
- me laughing, the running.. "i have to peeeeeeeee"
- me: dick clark had a stroke
tricia: oh my god what
me: yeah that's why regis is hosting
tricia: wait who is dick clark?
- david's "come on over" solo
- leones' prank phone call skit [UMBABWAY, UMBABWAY..]
- hahahahaha about to go grind with whose dad? lmao whoa
many more jokes to be remembered, when we decide to remember lol.
overall amazing night. happy mother fucken new year to everyone 2005
baby woo-hoo! honestly friends like you guys are so rare and i love it.
next year, hittin up the city for dinner, times square, coming back,
party in a hotel room [since lauren will be 18 and can rent it out] and
filling a huge container or sink or something with alcohol -- getting
big ass straws -- and sucking the shit out of that mother fucker.
definitely gotta bring in next year's new year well since 2006 is
graduation year baby. senioooooooooooooorssssssss 2006!! hahaha holla.
actually i might have my seventeeth bday party on new year's eve so
that i can do my whole hotel thing -- my mom will rent it.. and we will
all party it up omg sounds amazing. after everyone left it was britt,
me, mike, zack, susan, matt, and rashad -- we all "slept" over. we
chilled until 8am and then all fell asleep and woke up around 11:30. 3
and a half hours of sleep, oh lord. we played dance revolution, danced,
talked, ate food, played never have i ever and have i ever lololololol
the things you learn. oh and then britt and me doing our connections
hahahaha so we've hooked up [not literally lol]. some other highlights
"what's your take on grass?" lmao the guys are so slow, until gisch
pulled that one out haha. or "the mexicans mow my lawn" hahaha "if the
mexicans name is venus than yeah" roflmfao. gooooooood times. i love
that lol. watching "dodgeball" -- hilarious movie i must say. many
pictures were taken with 50 million cameras so if you get any, scan, or
send them to me suzyq1288@aol.com cause i love you guys lol. mine
should be developed soon, good ones for the photo album. haha can't
wait for the guys' mafia photo and the girls' prom lineup pic haha. f.y.i. my friend are the best and they are mine, so you can't never ever have them.
haha brittany; TEEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE.
TEEEEEEEEEEEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE.
time to go drive more and eat and then catch up on some much needed sleep<3
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( two fabolous surveys )
so today was a very interesting day, to say at the least. i woke up fairly late as usual, did absolutely nothing worth-while, and just sat around. oh but i also watched harry potter 3 which is now one of my favorite movies because it's a movie full of twists and turns and i love that. i gotta clean my room today or no permit friday -- which i would live without cause i drive regardless.. but my mom said no driving until i get my permit if i don't clean my room which is absolutely insane. hmm what else; well my ex-boyfriend im'ed me for the first time in nearly four months [and we haven't talked in that long either]. it was painful and i cried but i'm also extremely glad we are talking again. i mean we won't talk on the phone anytime soon, or on an everyday basis.. i'll be lucky to talk to him once a week even.. and i understand that cause he does go out with his girlfriend again i wouldn't want to be the reason they break up for the 2nd time in a row. he clarified some things for me and it was jus nice knowing he thought of me and took his time to im me and wish me a happy birthday. god i miss that kid so fucken much it makes me absolutely sick. i guess life has it's ways of making you suffer and that's is definitely one the ways i suffer. tonight i'm not doing anything most likely -- just cleaning and lounging around, blasting music, crying, and probably punching a wall lol. this god damn winter recess is too short.. we have like 4 days before we go back to school and i have a pile and a half of homework to be started. i guess i'm locking myself in my room on saturday+sunday. well if i don't write before the new year.. happy+healthy 2005 for you all! love you, suz.
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stolen from suzie.. well worth it though; this stuff is too funny!!
Your Porn Star Name is: Sandra Spreadum
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Your Boobies' Names Are: Beavis and Butthead
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It's Not Sex. It's ... :
Filling the Creme Doughnut
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Your Penis Name is: Ivan the Terrible
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Your Stripper Name is: Mystique
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Your Hippie Chick Name is: Wintersweet
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and some of my own personal additions:
Your Drag Queen Name is: Kristy Kreme
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[28 Dec 2004|06:24pm] |
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Basic Questions
1) Name: Susan
2) Sex: Female
3) Birthday: Dec. 31st
4) Height: 5'6
5) Weight: that's not for you to know
6) Hair color: brown w. a lil copper highlights leftover
7) Eye color: green
8) Ethnic background: [in order of most to least] polish, italian, french & irish -- recently found out im also a bit ukrainian, how odd is that?
9) Birthplace: boston baby
10) Hometown: bensonhurst, brooklyn; 8435 Bay 16th
11) Father's name: ehh lets not get into that asshole
12) Mother's name: margaret
13) Sibling(s): 2; older sister and older bro
Favorites
14) Song: lately it's been "because of you" by kelly clarkson
15) Band: yellowcard, story of the year, sugarcult, and lately something corporate
16) Actor: brad pitt, chad michael murray, and george clooney
17) Actress: halle berry, kirsten dunst, julia roberts
18) Movie: 10 things i hate about you, gothika, butterfly effect, spiderman 1&2
19) Book: speak and catalyst by laurie halse anderson; kindred by octavia e. butler
20) Author: laurie halse anderson
21) Clothing brand name: hollister, aero, express, etc.
22) Animal: puppies, kittens, and bunnies
23) Day of the week: saturday
24) Color: pink, turquoise, and white
25) Food: anything homecooked
26) Class in school: history and band
27) Store: refer to 21
28) City: new york city and boston
29) Country: italy -- most gorgeous
30) Vacation spot: caribbean, florida, or europe
31) Sport: cheerleading, dancing, and tennis
32) Game: dance dance revolution lmao
33) Car: not yet -- but i ultimately want a white mercedes convertible with burberry interior
34) Internet site: google.com -- finds everything for me
35) Ice cream flavor: butter pecan, chocolate chip cookie dough, and mint chocolate chip
36) Season: winter and summer
37) Month: december and july
38) Holiday: christmas and new years eve
39) Flower: white roses
40) Cartoon: southpark, recess, doug, and arthur
41) TV show: laguna beach, one tree hill, and gilmore girls
42) Fictional character: i dunno
43) Perfume/cologne: curious by britney spears, miracle by lancome, and victoria secret garden sprays
44) Hobby: sleeping, phone, internet, eating, movies, shopping, etc.
45) Snack: oatmeal cookies, tostitos and salsa, etc.
46) Pets: 2 fish; angel and riley [hahaha long story; don't ask]
47) Quote: too many to name
48) Word: ambigious, inevitable, jubilant, etc.
Either/Or
49) Hot or cold: in between? lol
50) Sweet or sour: sour
51) Spicy or not spicy: extremely spicy
52) Fast or slow: fast
53) Black or white: white
54) Half-full or half-empty: half-empty
55) Long or short: long
56) More or less: more
57) Soft or hard: soft
58) Rough or smooth: smooth
59) Air, land or sea: sea and air
60) Light or dark: light
61) Straight or curly: straight
62) Straight or curvy: straight
63) Large or small: small
64) Fat or thin: thin
65) E-mail or letter: letter
66) Phone or instant message: phone
67) Day or night: night
68) Breakfast, lunch or dinner: dinner
69) Past, present or future: future
70) Radio or CD: cd
71) MTV or VH1: mtv
72) Brush or comb: brush
73) Slide, see-saw or swings: slide
74) Doing or watching: watching
75) Mind or body: mind
76) Consciousness, subconsciousness or unconsciousness: subconciousness
77) Feet or hands: hands
78) Water or juice: juice
79) Ocean or pool: ocean
80) Treadmill or road: road
81) Speaker-phone or hand-held: hand-held
82) AIM or ICQ: aim
83) Rain or shine: shine
84) Cat or dog: dog
85) Innie or outie: innie
86) Inside or outside: outside
87) High or low: low
88) Closet or dresser-drawers: closet
89) Bed frame or only mattress: bed frame
90) Silver or gold: white gold
Love/Sex
92) Are you in love?: yeah still a little from my last relationship
93) Are you in a relationship?: nope
96) Do you have a crush?: yeah
97) Do you enjoy being in love/having a crush?: haha sure it's fun
103) Is there a difference between a crush and being in love?: of course lol.. what a question
104) Do you believe in love at first sight?: yeah.. but i think it
stops there, and the rest develops when you talk to the person and get
to know them
105) Do you believe in true love?: yeah
106) Can long-distance relationships work?: from personal experiences apparently 30 minutes is too far
107) Have you ever had a long-distance relationship?: yeah
108) What about online relationships?: whoa no
109) Have you ever been married?: nope not yet
110) Have you ever been divorced?: haha yeah 10 times.. NO!
111) Have you ever been in love?: yes mam
112) If so, how many times?: once
114) Have you fallen in love in the past and regretted it?: nope
120) Have you ever been jealous of a friend for their boy/girlfriend?: YES! lol but only cuz i dont have a bf
121) Have you ever been jealous of your boy/girlfriend's "close" friend(s)?: not really lol.. im pretty chill with that stuff
122) Have you ever been jealous of your boy/girlfriend's ex-?: YES oh man haha
123) Have you ever gotten back together with an ex-?: yeah
124) Have you ever gotten together with a friend's ex-?: nope
125) Have you ever had a crush on a teacher?: yeah
126) Have you ever been in love with someone so much that you've cried over them?: yessssssssssss
127) What's the most affection you deem appropriate for public?: kisses.. not hard-core making out tho
130) Do you keep a picture of your beloved somewhere?: yeah
131) Would you (honestly) sacrifice your life for your beloved?: in a heartbeat
136) Have you ever dumped someone?: yeah
137) Have you ever been dumped?: yeah
138) Have you ever had your heart broken?: yeah
139) Are you (honestly) afraid of commitment?: not at all
140) Are you attracted to people with accents?: haha yeah
142) Do you have a memento from a previous relationship?: yeah i have boxes of memories
Miscellaneous
144) Do you enjoy living in your town?: ehhh its live-able
147) How often do you shower?: atleast once a day
148) Do people you live with complain about the water bill because of
the lengths of your showers?: haha no it's just my mom and me
149) Do you trust others easily?: nope not anymore; ive learned
150) Have you ever lied to a friend?: yeah everyone has
151) Are you trustworthy?: very, since ive grown up -- when i was younger i was a total blabber-mouth
152) Are you anyone's secret-keeper?: haha yeah lauren's and she's mine
153) Are you a daredevil?: yup
154) Have/would you skydive?: yes.. the spring after my 18th bday i will -- dont wanna really do that in the winter haha
155) Have/would you bungee jump?: i have
156) Have/would you play "Chicken"?: yeah i have
157) If granted one wish, what would it be?: to life a happy and stress-free life
158) Do you like to dance? love to
159) Which do you prefer -- slow or fast dancing?: fast dancing
160) Do you like to swim?: love it
161) Do you make friends easily?: yeah def.
162) If so, where do you most often make friends?: on vacation lol
163) Do you color your hair?: yeah occasionally
164) Do you wear makeup?: oh yes
165) Are you a person who lies a lot?: nope
166) What religion do you practice, if any?: catholicism
167) Do you like high heels?: yeah
169) Do you like to travel?: omg best thing in the world is travelling to new countries, i can atest to that
170) Granted you are American, have you ever been out of the states?: yeah all the time
171) Do you own any pets?: 2 fish
172) Do you have a cell phone/pager?: yeah call me haha
173) Do like amusement parks?: six flags = my best friend
174) If so, what is your favorite park? universal studios islands of adventure in orlando
175) Do you collect anything?: yeah
176) Do you enjoy having your picture taken?: yeah -- 7 months ago [when i had braces] = no
177) Do you keep your room/apartment/dorm clean?: haha my room is a hot mess
178) Do you get annoyed easily?: oh yeah, my friends know
179) Would you consider yourself a depressed person?: time to time
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Have you ever been to a concert?: yeah
181) If so, who/what did you see?: z100 zootopia, z100 jingle ball, justified+stripped, n'sync celebrity, etc.
182) Have you ever performed in public?: yeah
183) Do you have any piercings?: yeah 6
184) Do you have any tattoos?: no, thats for graduation
185) Do you dream often?: almost every night
186) Do you frequently daydream?: oh yeah
187) Do you have a job?: not currently
188) What was your first job?: pets place II
189) Do you have any health problems?: anemia
190) Are you a vegetarian?: no way
191) Have you ever been in a crash?: yeah
192) Have you ever had a near-death experience?: yeah
193) Have you ever won anything?: lots of times
194) Do you play a musical instrument?: violin and clarinet, a lil keyboard
195) Have you ever had someone close to you die?: next question please
196) Have you ever broken a bone?: haha yeah like 10
197) Have you ever had stitches?: thankfully no
198) Do you have any scars?: lots of lil ones
199) Have you ever had major surgery?: nope
200) What is your earliest memory?: hmm i dunno
201) Have you ever gotten in a physical fight?: yeah
202) What is your dream job?: actress
203) Do you plan on having kids?: yeah 3 or 4
204) What do you like to do in your spare time? sleep, sing, dance, act, movies, shopping, chill
205) Have you met/do you know anyone famous?: yeah
206) Do you wear a watch? rarely
207) Have you ever baby-sat?: yeah
208) In what position do you sleep?: on my back or on my left side
209) Have you ever fallen asleep on someone else's bed?: yeah
210) Have you ever fallen asleep on someone else?: yeah
211) Are you an emotional person? haha oh yeah
212) Do you cry?: yup
213) Do you have a pen-pal?: yeah
214) If so, how long have you been communicating?: haven't mailed the letter yet [lol kyle]
215) Do you have friends in other parts of the world?: yeah kyle in
houston, riley in kentucky, eddie in boston, zack in ohio, quinn in
tuscon, liz in germany, etc.
216) Have you ever gotten in trouble with the police?: yup
217) Have you ever committed a felony?: no.. a misdemeanor tho
218) Do you believe in fate?: yeah definitely
219) Have you ever been skinny-dipping?: hahahahahahahaha yeah
220) Do you believe in yourself?: at times
221) What kind of posters do you have on your walls?: justin timberlake
222) What is the background on your computer screen of?: this hot pink design i made
223) What languages do you know?: english, spanish, and polish [learning italian]
224) Have you ever visited another country?: yeah
225) Have you ever needed to call 911?: um no
226) Do you have a sweet-tooth?: no way
227) What restaurant do you enjoy going to the most?: tgi fridays
228) Have you ever ridden a motorcycle?: on the back of one yup
229) Do you own a motorcycle, and if so, what kind?: nope
230) Have you ever committed a misdemeanor?: haha look at 217
231) Do you consider yourself organized?: no way, used to be
232) Have you ever fainted?: yeah yeah
233) Do you wear a watch?: asked that already
234) Do you wear any jewelry?: yeah necklace, earrings, belly button ring, cartilidge, and braclets
235) Did you enjoy climbing trees when you were younger?: haha loved it, still do
236) Have you ever driven through a cornfield?: yeah
237) Do you have pictures around the frame of your mirror?: yeah
238) Has an airline ever lost your luggage?: YEAH! lets not get into
that.. all i needa say is people of morocco and cambodia YOU WELCOME
239) Do you read the comics?: used to read spiderman
240) Do you read the opinion page?: yeah
241) Do you read the sports section?: nope
242) Do you spend money more than you save it?: yeah sometimes i dont know where it goes
244) Do you believe in aliens?: yeah, but not the green kind with huge eyes
245) Do you believe in God, the Devil, heaven or hell?: yeah they all exist i think
246) Do you believe in reincarnation?: a bit
247) If so, what/who do you think you were in your past life?: same exact person b/c i have de ja vu 24/7
248) What period in history are you most intrigued by?: post-classical era [or as you would call it, medevil times]
249) Are there any people you can trust with your life? yeah limited few
250) If you died now, could you leave happily?: definitely not
251) The survey is over! Are you still breathing?: barely
just got home from the mall with zucconi; good times haha.. great convo at victoria's secret with aimee... PWH4L!! pointless waste of a human -- i believe so!
<3 sUz
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will update sometime later.. maybe tomorrow; but for now here's a lil message for all laguna lovers.
click here
01. i have kissed someone of the same sex on the lips. (hasn't everyone kissed their mother?)
02. i see a therapist.
03. i'm the youngest child.
04. i am drawn to things associated with sadness.
05. i love my gauged earrings.
06. i wear black eyeliner every day.
07. i am extremely influenced by kindness.
08. i love to write, even though i think i suck at it.
09. i can't live without lipgloss or chapstick.
10. i'm probably emotionally scarred.
11. i lived in tahoe.
12. i spend money i have.
13. i'll be in college for over 4 years.
14. i love designer handbags.
15. i've had a concussion before.
16. i'm not good with confrontation.
17. i loved the backstreet boys.
18. i have more than a couple horrible memories.
19. i'm addicted to degrassi.
20. i've tried writing poetry before but it sucked.
21. my first kiss was unexpected.
22. i'm not a fan of rap.
23. i love taking pictures.
24. i hate girls who are fake.
25. i can be mean when i want to.
26. when i allow myself to get close to people, i get very attached.
27. i am bisexual.
28. i have way too many pairs of shoes.
29. i was into hot wheels as a child.
30. i dress how i feel that day.
31. my room is painted a color other than white.
32. i cry very easily.
33. i'm always early.
34. i barely ever study for tests.
35. my birthday is my favorite holiday. (new years eve.. already is a holiday hehe)
36. i have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
37. i am a morning person
38. i wish i was smarter.
39. i believe that it is wrong to be gay. (yes.. but) -- continue to next question
40. i don't blame gay people for being gay.
41. no one really knows me.
42. i don't have many bad hair days.
43. i sometimes fight with my parents. (all the time)
44. i am passionate about my interests.
45. i have had the chicken pox.
46. i'm a hopeless romantic.
47. i feel empty sometimes.
48. i am/was most likely clinically depressed at a point in my life.
49. i am no longer depressed because of medication.
50. i am very outgoing.
51. christmas is my favorite holiday.
52. i can be very insecure.
53. i don't notice it, but i'm told i'm very softspoken.
54. i hate ignorant people.
55. i love the color yellow.
56. i love guys that play the guitar.
57. i state the obvious.
58. i'm a moody person.
59. i have a low self-confidence.
60. i've contemplated suicide. (thought about, not actually attempted)
61. i hate cleaning my room.
62. i tend to get jealous easily.
63. i like to play video games.
64. i love john mayer.
65. i get more upset when i see an animal hurt than a person.
66. i'm a vegetarian/vegan/don't eat meat.
67. i've had a crush on a teacher before.
68. i am too forgiving.
70. i have a good sense of direction.
71. i'm happy with my life most of the time.
72. i've played a musical instrument for more than 5 years.
73. i can function perfectly well without a girlfriend/boyfriend.
74. i love kisses on the forehead.
75. i love the color blue.
76. i don't sew.
77. i am not addicted to drugs.
78. i wear contacts.
79. i don't really care about politics.
80. i hate bush, but i have reasons to justify it.
81. i don't take criticism well.
82. conformity is stupid.
83. i looooooove colin farrell.
84. rocker boys/chicks turn me on.
85. i love my family.
86. i don't mind getting shots.
87. i am a perfectionist.
88. i always wanted to learn to play the guitar.
89. i can be too hard on myself.
90. i've had/am going to have premarital sex.
91. i don't like my nose.
92. i am very religious.
93. i still act like a little kid. (time to time)
94. i am ridiculously indecisive.
95. i believe in a higher power or some form of an afterlife.
96. i love music.
97. i'm in love. (heartbroken)
98. i have problems letting go of people.
99. ashlee simpson is awesome.
100. i don't really like ice cream.
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so i lied, i couldn't wait till after the weekend but this entry is gunna have to last you till probably mid next week or maybe even next weekend; gasp i know. yesterday was christmas eve and my family does it traditional with dinner and gifts on xmas eve. so around 4pm we left to pickup my mom's friend anna [she's lonely for the holidays cause her one son is in florida and the other in cali] and we were off. got to queens 5ish, hit a lil traffic on the way of course. we eventually sat down for the traditional christmas dinner which has to include 7 different foods; the number 7 represents something i just don't know what. so we had three soups, then some salads, fish [not supposed to eat meat on xmas -- my family celebrates it very religiously]. we did that whole thing + dessert which awesome too. after that we sat around opening gifts and i love my gifts this year. i always feel like the older i get, the less my family knows about what i want and i guess i was wrong. i hate making lists of gifts cause that defeats the purpose of gift-giving so i refused to make one this year. a list of some of the things i can remember right now are: spiderman 2 dvd, harry potter 3 dvd, hair straightener, 150 dollars, curious by britney spears, box full of love spell lotions, perfumes, etc., lipglosses from v. secret, lingerie from v. secret, kenneth cole reaction purse, a revlon 2-sided mirror for makeup application, etc. and im still waiting on my dad's gifts-- i love it all<3 after that we did the whole birthday celebration for me [family tradition to celebrate my birthday after xmas]. my sister [in-law] made me a cake and everything like every year.. i made a wish and blew out the candles. i had cake, got my cards, and relaxed around. we ended up leaving around 11:20 or so and then i convinced my mom stop in brooklyn at my sister's since she didn't come to my brother's house this year. fight in the family, enuff said. so my mom sent me upstairs with my niece's gifts cause my sister and mom aren't on good terms either. i ran upstairs with like 10 boxes of shit, dropped it about 10 times or so on my way up. i have my sis the gifts and she gave me mine. on the way back instead of taking the entrance ramp on to the brooklyn-queens expressway by my sister's we drove up 11th ave. to 86th [my neighborhood].. we showed anna the mansions decorated with the 12 foot moving toy soldiers and shit.. and the house sylvester stallon bought for his mom. it was nice re-visiting the area except that reminded me of sebastian of course because he lives like 20 blocks from there, not even. we took the 86th entrance onto the BQE and went across the brooklyn bridge to go home. we got home around 1:30 after dropping off anna and shit. i opened the rest of my gifts and relaxed some more. i was too tired to even watch any dvd so i went to bed. this morning i woke up at like 1:10pm; haha and my mom didn't even complain -- i love it. i watched my brother's bootleg copy of "day after tomorrow" that he let me borrow. amazing movie.. i loved it. after that i just finished watching "spiderman 2" and let me tell you; amazing. i cried so much. i know, im such a girl haha. just the parts where peter tells mj they can't be together make me so fucken upset. lol im like that with most movies, so it's normal for me. i'm bored now and home alone. i gotta take a shower soon, blow dry my hair, and hopefully i'll find somewhere to go. i also gotta fill out gisch's birthday card cause tomorrow's her sweet sixteen and stuff. hmm what else i think i'm done for now but lemmie leave you with a lil story about my brother and his wife -- it's one of those "meant to be" and "fate" stories. so if you wanna continue reading, be my guest. love suzy
about 16 years ago when my mom came to america from poland she was at her friend johanna's apartment in brooklyn. she knew this friend from back home because they lived in the same town and went to school together. this woman maria came over, who recently came over from poland -- but a different part. the three of them celebrated because it was maria's daughters' 18th birthday back in poland [agnes]. maria started asking my mom whether or not she should bring her daughter to america and of course my mom told her to and her life would be better. fast forward a year or so later; my mom and maria lost contact. my dad owned a clothing store in brooklyn and maria and her daughter agnes [who had came over from poland] went to the store looking for a job. so since my dad was hiring, he hired agnes. remember he didn't know maria or agnes before this. because my brother hung out around the store a lot, agnes and him started dating and shit; but no one knew about this. a couple of months later my dad had to lay a few people off because the business wasn't going as predicted and agnes happened to be one of the workers to go. my brother went to my dad telling him that that was his girlfriend. turns out they were dating the whole time she worked there secretly. he went to my mom and said that because of her, he met the girls of his dreams. and my mom of course was confused. my brother explained to her that her mom was maria and if it wasn't for my mom's advice, maria wouldn't have brought her daughter over from poland. and now they have been married for 10 years; amazing isn't it. just a cute lil story to share; something i think about when i think love and fate don't exist, but they do.
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merry christmas everyone!
no time to write, ill post after
this busy weekend most likely unless i find a moment to spare before
then -- leave love tho<3
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officially obsessed with this kelly clarkson song on her new album; it's called "because of you"...
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before
you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so
young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
Over the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
so this week shouldn't be too stressful due to it being only four days
of school followed with a lovely winter break. and then because of
tomorrow night's winter concert, there are classes being skipped here
and there this week for rehersals. favorite time of the year is
definitely week of concert cause everyone just doesn't go to any
classes and say they are at rehersal every period. teachers are so
gullible at times. yesterday i woke up to look outside and see snow;
but of course it being east ramapo central school district.. we still
had school. not even a delay.. ridiculous. but 90% of nyc schools were
out the whole day. on the bright side, our basketball game against
roosevelt was cancelled because of the snow and the fact that they had
no school. we had practice instead which ended 15 minutes early because
we all walked out on the coach. today was more fun with rehersals and
stuff. in chemistry we had a whole group discussion about respect and
whatever and yeah okay i'm usually the one who talks, but so do other
people, and it's not my fault the class is boring. realize that when we
do dittos and labs i'm almost always focused, it's just that god damn
writing on the board business i hate. he's such a monotone person i
can't stand it. oh well, i'll try this whole respect thing -- it might
just work. after school i ran around doing some odds and ends and
eventually our bus left an hour late to go to the bronx. our game was
at DeWitt Clinton High School and it was a huge school. Although the
people were generally nice, the audience at the game was obnoxious.
jealous cause your school doesn't have cheerleaders? lol your problem.
but then ashley and me stuck up a convo with these three guys behind
us; nothing like that.. just that they were hilarious. eddie, tyreek
[or however you wanna spell that] and dominick [aka nick]. nick was
extremely nice; very flirtatious.. definitely not my type but it came
ash and me entertained during the game. never gunna see those kids
again lol kinda sad. that school does have some cute kids tho. this one
ugly one followed me and overheard me talking with some of the girls
saying we need to find a bathroom so he goes "i'll help you in the
bathroom" -- it was pretty funny actually. arielle and dominique showed
up at the game -- a little late.. but it counts lol. ever since those
guys started talking to us all i could do was laugh. i didn't even do
the cheers right. at one point the cheer was over and i kept doing it
and realized like 5 seconds after... so funny! hahaha it was just
overall a hilarious game. the bus ride home was kool too. sat with
cecilia both ways and ate [what else? lol]. i got home around 8:30 i
assume and ate again.. took a bath just recently. tomorrow is gisch's
birthday [happy bday].. and after school im going to lz's house for
some dance dance revolution and getting ready for the concert together.
then the concert of course [come everyone; 7:30pm s.v.h.s.] -- i'm 1st
clarinet, 2nd row so you can all see me and melanie act retarded haha.
after the concert back to lauren's -- i mean just kidding. haha no
comments on that yet, to be posted. yeah don't ask, i know you are
highly confused. well time to go watch some t.v. and sleep.
<3 sUzQ
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il mio dio... or in spanish that would be; AY DIOS MIO! or in polish, o boze! french: oh mon dieu.. many languages!! haha corny i know...
so this weekend hasn't been the best; actually really retarded. friday; school. it was okay i guess. first period in spanish we took a test which was cake so i got a 100. in english we discussed the book and did some group work... which was boring lol. third period health.. sat around and did absolutely nothing like always. fourth period was pre-calc and we did graphing. fifth period was history which is always interesting to me. sixth was band.. lauren and i helped mr. weber set up the stage for wednesday's winter concert. in chemistry, we did our lab and i was in a bad mood so i sat down and finished it on my own. i hate when stubborn people don't listen to me for the time i'm actually right. after school i had no practice so i went home. i cleaned my room a lil bit [i know amazing] and then took a shower. i got ready and around 6:20ish left to pick lauren up. we went to the mall.. haven't done that just me and her in the longest time. we first went to cvs for me to pick up my blistex and we ran into anthony and john caputo with sam gischner. it was so great seeing them cause i haven't in forever. lauren got her outfit for the concert. definitely cute i must say. good times in the dressing rooms of papaya and forever 21. seeing cute kids. wendys. target. waiting for her brother to pick us up at the end of night; "can i borrow your cell phone".. haha random kid, but he was nice about it. got home, talked online, and went to bed. today i woke up around 1:30pm; don't even know how that happened. best sleep ever. i cleaned my room more, did some homework, talked to some people, and then eventually paul picked me up around 7 to go to marks. didn't have as much fun as i thought i would. people were being gay and i just kinda seperated myself from everyone. the only time i had fun was towards the end playing dance dance revolution or dancing with ashley, tricia, mike, and lauren. everyone else was running around everywhere. i also got to take a nap on the couch. the other times i sat outside in 10 degree weather on the deck in a tanktop. wasn't the smartest move but it was the only place i could be alone and think. people are just pissing me off and then i had a bad day cause every second was spent thinking about stephanie. it's been almost 7 months and i still can't get over her death. not that i think i'm supposed to or anything. honestly a big part of me is missing. even though she wasn't my number one best friend, she was still a part of the group and definitely one of my best friends. i knew the girl since i was in 4th grade, so it's hard not seeing someone after seeing them almost everyday of your life for the past 7 years. it's one of thoes things that randomly make me upset. it's not everyday that i cry, but its most days. it's more the fact that she died so young and suddenly. no one got the chance to prepare for it or say a final goodbye. it just happened, just like that. stephanie, i miss you<3 watch over me before i go and kill someone. i think the hardest is gonna be april 28th, the day stephanie would have turned 17. that's gonna be horrible. and then of course june 6th. i'll be celebrating my nephew's 4th birthday and the one year anniversary of my friend's death. june 6th for the rest of my life is gonna be hard to celebrate one person's birthday and the next person's death. don't mind me and my spontaneous thoughts. i'd do anything to have her back. i write a lot of poetry about her and i think i'm gunna start posting some. i have never shared my poetry which any one before because it's really personal to me. most people don't even know or expect me to write poems, but i do it all the time to release anger. another thing that's missing in my life is someone special. i haven't been fully over the sebastian situation. yeah yeah yeah, i know, it's been three months [2 days ago] since we broke up.. but honestly he's the first kid i loved. hard to get over and it's harder to get over when you have no one else there for you. all my friends have boyfriends, and although it's part jealousy, it's more the fact that they remind me of how i was with sebastian. i hate talking to them about their boyfriends, even though i'm so happy for them, i just think in my head about my situation. it sucks. and the people who ever really expressed true interest in me live so far away; houston and boston!? those kids are now like my best friends though. and it sucks. also when you meet new people miracely and they live so far away it also sucks too, especially when you have tons in common and talk a lot.. not to mention they are cute haha. and then there are the kids that are right in front of your face but sometimes it seems like they don't care, and other times they care a lot. grrrrrrrrr i hate being me. i just want to be like every one else and experience high school normally. i'm gunna be the girl without the prom date next year. or i'll end up going with a friend, as friends, because i won't have a boyfriend to go with. it sucks so much. GRRRR. the absolute worst is going on vacation. summer is when i always meet a guy and get hung up on them. i just wanna find someone and be happy. it's not all about having a boyfriend for physical reasons [even though that's fun lol].. it's to have a best friend [other than the girls]. guys give a different point of view on stuff. lately i've also been sick and exhausted cause my anemia is back and i am not in the habit of taking my iron supplements since i haven't done that in 2 years since it went away. my doctor said it's prob cause of all the stress i've been thru, my anemia has came back. like my mom and dad both dealing with cancer, stephs death, heartbreak, etc. it's not that bad really. i just have to take my medicine or else it'll drain my energy. i also have to change my diet to eat a lot of food with iron. my family has also been dealing with a lot. there was this big fight when my sister needed someone to babysit my niece. she had to work on a saturday and no one could cover for her so she needed someone to watch my niece. i was at a game for cheerleading, my mom had work, and other people were busy too. so my sister asked my brother and sister-in-law and they said no. blah blah blah; long story short big fight and christmas is gonna be ridiculous. it's basically my mom and sister vs. my sister-in-law and brother. and on top of that my dad isn't talking to my sister-in-laws mom; so he's not going to christmas [which is at my brother's house in queens]. so dad's not gonna be there, my sister+niece aren't gunna be there cause they decided to do a christmas dinner at their house since the whole fight. my mom and i are still going to my brother's.. but it won't be the same. i also need to find time to stop by denise's while in queens. i'm going friday afternoon to queens since we do the whole dinner on xmas eve and presents and stuff and i'm going home saturday sometime. then sunday is brittany's sweet sixteen. okay i think i'm done ranting and raving since no one gives a fuck anyways. love susan
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do this survey and leave it anonymously as a comment
1. one secret of yours:
2. one compliment for me:
3. what do you think about me:
4. lyrics to a song describing me:
5. how long have we been friends:
6. a hint to who you are:
7. one memory we have together:
8. [opp. sex] would you date me:
9. [same sex] would you be my friend:
10. would you trust me with your life:
11. [opp. sex] will we ever be more than friends:
12. [same sex] will we be friends after high school:
13. one thing you wish for me:
and don't forget to add it to your livejournals too!
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Fill it out about yours truly... me!
♥ Name:
♥ Age:
♥ Location:
♥ A friend not on my friend's list that you think I'd like:
♥ Three absolutely random things [anything] about yourself:
♥ A picture of yourself:
[leave that on my comments please]
But anyways, so I don't even know where to start. School today, what
can I say.. I just wanna graduate! Pathetically enough, I know the
exact amount of days till that dream becomes a reality. 559 days till I
get the hell out of here. Lately that's been on my mind a lot. As of
right now I'm really interested in going to Northwestern University in
Chicago, IL or Northeastern University in Boston, MA... as well as
various other schools. I honestly don't know any more! Junior year has
been all that amazing, but it's definitely been fun. Our new Spanish
teacher Mrs. Millard, definitely needs to go!! She honestly can't even
speak Spanish. What the hell am I doing in an A.P. level Spanish class
where the teacher can't speak the language. Can't wait till we get to
A.P. Spanish V next year and Miss Piccolo laughs in our faces because
we didn't learn anything. Second period was A.P. English; we had a
reading check on the nine chapters of The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn
by Mark Twain.. which by the way I haven't read yet. The rest of the
period was spent discussing the book, as well as doing some stupid
assignment. Third period was health class and we had a guest speaker
from the Mary Kay cosmetics company. She was a woman who began as a
consultant 20 years ago, and today she is close to being a millionaire.
Definitely inspired me to become a consultant to make money while in
college. Fourth period.. pre-calc but Natalie and I decided to hide out
in the bandroom and work on our dance instead. It's getting there happy
to say. Fifth period... A.P. United States history, which is becoming
my fav. class. Ever since I started giving a shit about that class, Mr.
Hellmuth really began to like me a lot -- I consider myself one of his
favorites actually. Sixth was band so I sat around doing nothing cause
my clarinet was in my locker. Seventh and eighth was Chemistry... enuff
said. EWWW! I actually understand the bullshit we are doing, organic
nonemclature [spelt wrong] and balancing equations. Woo-hoo. Got a 65
on my quiz about the lewis dot diagram system. Oh well. After school I
didn't go to cheerleading... well just cause I didn't lol.
Coincidentally neither did Laur or Natalie lol. Fast-foward to 7:00pm
tonight and I went to Key Club where the funniest thing ever happened.
Some lady comes up to me outside and goes "Why do you feel the need to
threaten my daughter?". Hahahahahaha are we five years old so we send
our mommys up to me instead of yourself. Honestly I don't care about
you that much. So stop making this lil rivalry a bigger deal than it is
hun. Just stay as the immature sophomore you are and things will be
fine. On a brighter note, I missed day one of musical auditions but
I'll tell Tirro why tomorrow and I'm sure she'll let me squeeze in my
singing number before the dance auditions. Hmmm what else. I braided my
hair just now so it could be wavy for school tomorrow. I made a new
friend all the way from Kentucky/New York... don't ask. What a cool
kid, I'm marrying him without a doubt. We have the best conversations
lol. So shoutout to Riley!!
before i paste the following survey... WARNING MY
LJ IS CLOSE TO BECOMING FRIENDS ONLY, IF PEOPLE DON'T START COMMENTING
YOU ARE IN DANGER OF BEING CUT WHEN I DO MAKE IT "FRIENDS ONLY".. THE
MORE COMMENTS, THE MORE I MIGHT CONSIDER LEAVING IT PUBLIC
Directions:
(x) - you've done
( ) - you haven't done
(?) - maybe...
(x) been drunk
(x) been high
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
( ) kissed a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) been to Japan
(x) ridden in a taxi
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
( ) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
( ) snuck out of my parent's house
( ) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
( ) been arrested
(x) made out with a stranger
(x) stole something from my job
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
( ) had sex
(x) given or recieved oral sex
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
(x) been to Europe
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
( ) had children
(x) seen someone die
( ) been to Africa
(?) had a crush on one of my Live journal friends
(x) Slapped someone I loved
( ) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/fetish ball
(x) Been to Canada
(x) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
( ) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) Thrown up in a bar
( ) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
( ) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been snowboarding
(x) Met someone in person from the internet
( ) Been moshing at a concert
(x) had real feelings for someone you knew only online
(x) taken partially nude/nude photos of yourself
( ) been in an abusive relationship
( ) been pregnant or got someone pregnant
( ) lost a child
( ) gone to college
( ) graduated college
( ) done hard drugs
(x) tried killing yourself
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
I AM: Susan
I WANT: happiness and love <3
I HAVE: the most amazing friends ever
I WISH: i had a genuine boyfriend, unlike those in the past
I HATE: preppy girls that only use the words "LIKE" and "OMG"
I FEAR: drowning, dying, spiders, clowns, and not finding someone for me
I HEAR: the intro song to Battles of the Sexes 2 on MTV
I WONDER: what will happen in my future
I REGRET: plenty of things in my past
I LOVE: my friends
I ACHE: for love <3
I ALWAYS: will remember my first love and heartbreak
I AM NOT: always so nice
I DANCE: any chance i can get, i love it!!
I SING: any chance i get as well.. usually the car or shower
I CRY: when i can't take it any more
I AM NOT ALWAYS: right
I WRITE: a lot
I WIN: everything hahahaha no jus kidding
I LOSE: barely =)
I CONFUSE: myself all the time
I NEED: love and happiness
I SHOULD: be doing my homework
YES or NO:
x. YOU KEEP A DIARY: yes
x. LIKE TO COOK: yes
x. YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: yes
x. YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE: yes
DO YOU...?
HAVE A CRUSH: yeah
WANT TO GET MARRIED: yeah
GET MOTION SICKNESS: not much
THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: i wish i was
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: eh time to time
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: yeah, but they can be scary
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CURRENT
HAIR COLOR: brownish copper
EYE COLOR: green
HEIGHT: 5'6
BIRTHPLACE: Boston, MA
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FAVORITE
NUMBER: 17, 7, and 2
COLOR: pink, turquoise, and white
DAY: saturday
MONTH: december
SONG: at the moment, "since you've been gone" by kelly clarkson
FOOD: anything homecooked or italian
SEASON: winter [and summer]
SPORT: tennis and dance [and cheerleading lol]
DRINK: cherry coke, pepsi twist, fanta orange, etc.
PREFERENCES:
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: i need both in my life lol
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: both lol
MILK, DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: milk chocolate
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: chocolate
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IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED? nope
HELPED SOMEONE? yeah
BOUGHT SOMETHING? yeah
GOTTEN SICK? yeah
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? no
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? yes
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: no
TALKED TO AN EX? no
MISSED AN EX? yes
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? this one
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? no
MISSED SOMEONE? yea always
HUGGED SOMEONE? yes
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? somewhat
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no
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Would you ever:
1. Eat a bug? for lots of money like on fear factor or something
2. Bungee jump? i have but i wanna bungee jump off of a bridge
3. Hang glide? sounds funnnnn
4. Kill someone? nope
5. Kiss someone of the same sex? no
6. Have sex with someone of the same sex? fuck no
7. Parachute from a plane? hell yeah
8. Walk on hot coals? no that sounds like it will hurt
9. Go out with someone for their looks? no looks only go so far,
personality is what keeps you interested. but of course, you also need
some sort of good looks and can't be hidious.
10. For their reputation? no that's bullshit
11. Be a vegetarian? no way can't live without that
12. Wear plaid with stripes? nope
13. IM a stranger? yeah
14. Sing Karaoke? yeah i love that
15. Get drunk off your ass? yeah i have already so... lol
16. Shoplift? yeah
17. Run a red light? lol yeah
18. Star in a porn video? haha depends, how much money am i getting?
19. Dye your hair blue? nope
20. Be on Survivor? yeah
21. Wear makeup in public? uh yeah i do all the time lol
22. Not wear makeup in public? yeah
23. Cheat on a test? yeah
24. Make someone cry? if they deserve it
25. Date someone more than 10 years older than you? nope
26. Stay up all night? i do all the time
EVER BEEN...
Arrested: no
Hand Cuffed: no
Scared: yeah
Depressed: yeah
In Love: yes
Confused: yes
In a Fight: yes
Contact Fight: yes
In Debt: yeah
Sick: yeah
In the hospital: so many times
Drunk: yeah
High: yeah
On Tv: yeah
On Probation: no
Under House Arrest: no
Grounded: yeah
Threatened: yea
Happy: yeah
Too busy: yea
Hurt: yes =/
Ignored: yea
EVER FEEL...
Ugly: always
Lost: yeah
Forgotten: oh yes
Used: yeah
Clueless: oh yeah
Dumb: most of the time
Fat: all the time
Helpless: sometimes
Ruined: not really
Pretty: sometimes
Loved: yeah
Annoying: yah
ONE OR THE OTHER
Meat/Veggies: meat
Love/Money: love
Family/Career: family
Fat/Skinny: skinny
Busy/Lazy: busy
Car/Bike: car
Summer/Winter: winter
Beach/Mountain: beach
Travel/Work: travel
Lover/Friend: lover
Right/Wrong: right
1 Best Friend/100 'friends': 1 best
WHAT IF...
You were rich: i would travel the world
You were robbed: i'd be scared shitless lol
You were deaf: sometimes i am deaf lol
Any one dream could come true: it would make my life perfect
You had one wish: i would hope it came true <3
and i think that's a wrap ladies and gentlemen... leave comments god damn it <3 sUzY TeRESa
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